your [F]hologram stumbled into my apartment
[C]hands in the hair of somebody in darkness
named [F]chloe or sam or sophia or marcus
and [G]i just watched it happen
[F] as the decade would play us for fools
and [C]you saw my bones out with somebody new
who [F]seemed like he would’ve bullied you in school
and [G]you just watched it happen
Chorus
[Dm] if you want to break my [G]cold, cold heart
just say, “i [C]loved you.. the way that you [F]were..”
[Dm] if you want to tear my [G]world apart
just say you’ve [C]always.. won[F]..dered..
[F]you said some things that i can’t unabsorb
[C]you turned me into an idea of sorts
[F]you needed me, but you needed drugs more
and i [G]couldn’t watch it happen
i [F]changed into Goddesses, villains, and fools
[C]changed plans and lovers and outfits and rules
[F]all to outrun my desertion of you
and [G]you just watched it
Chorus
[Dm] if you want to break my [G]cold, cold heart
just say, “i [C]loved you.. the way that you [F]were..”
[Dm] if you want to tear my [G]world apart
just say you’ve [C]always.. won[F]..dered..
if the [Am]glint in my eye
traced the [C]depths of your sigh
down that [G]passage in time
back to the moment i [F]crashed into you
like so many wrecks do
too im[G]paired by my youth..
to know what to([F]) do
[F] so if i sell my apartment
and [C]you have some kids with an internet starlet
will [F]that make your memory
fade from this scarlet ma[G]roon?
like it never happened
could [F]it be enough to just float in your orbit?
can [C]we watch our phantoms like watching wild horses?
[F]cooler in theory
but not if you force it to [G]be
it just didn’t happen
Chorus
[Dm] so if you want to break my [G]cold, cold heart
say you [C]loved me[F]
[Dm] and if you want to tear my [G]world apart
say you’ll [C]always.. won[F]..der..
[Dm](ha ha ha [G]ha ha haa[C]a..) cause i won[F]..der..
[Am](ha ha ha) will i [G]always..
(haaa..) will i [F]always.. won[G]..der?